This is really silly, and I felt silly when I even called IN to the radio show, but figured I would give it a shot. I had a pretty rough month I thought, so when I called I was just putting it all out there.
I local radio show was giving away a "Girl Boss" makeover for a local dry bar here in Raleigh. They asked folks to call in and tell them why they would like a makeover. Well, since I hadn't been doing much of anything with
me since my surgery, I thought something like that could be fun (especially since I knew I would NEVER get a blowout at this place without this contest).
So, I called and told them my surgery story and how I just wanted to feel like ME again. How I hated that I still couldn't smile all the way and that I didn't like looking at my pictures anymore. Silly, I know, but I have reserved the right to feel bad about myself here and there (and then move on because ain't nobody got time for that!) Anyway, they must have felt sorry for me and I WON! I got the makeover for that day plus a photoshoot.
It ended up that the host of the show gave me HER slot, so I got to talk to her by text and she even came to see me at the salon that day. Yeah, I felt cool :) It was only mildly embarrassing that I found myself on Twitter later that day - ha. Funny coming from the lady that never uses any form of social media...
So anyway - I went to the salon, got all dolled up, and had some pictures taken. I still can't look at them and NOT see my crooked smile, but through all of this I had that sweet little reminder that God is still in the picture. It's almost like he used this to say "Hey, I am still here." "Even though YOU don't feel like it right now, good things
are coming your way, and this is just the start." Geez - so cool.
Here are a few of the pictures I got back - I have absolutely no place to use them, but Anthony got a sweet one for our anniversary at least :)
This last one is my favorite, and I still wanted to redo my makeup ;)